Bella Martinez

2005 - 2005
LocationLos Angeles
Age0
Date of Birth4/2005
Visitors515 since 03/02/2008
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my daughter was only with us a short time. i never had a chance to hold her, love her. god had other
plans. but i'll always remember how it felt when i heard your heart beat, when i saw you
move...the love we felt thinking of what was happening. you are thought of everyday, and i know me
and daddy will see you again.


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Still Missing You

They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way we feel.

For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind our smiles,
No one knows how many times
we have broken down and cried.

We want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
We cannot bring the old days back,
when we were all together
The family chain is broken now,
but memories live forever

Connor McGinnis Mummy (gtsfreind) March 8, 2008

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

Connor McGinnis Mummy (gtsfreind) March 6, 2008

Time has taken me from you,
Although not very far.
I'll be watching through the sunshine
And through the brightest star.




I'll be watching all of you,
From the heavens up above.
So take good care of each other
And carry all my love.




If you're ever wondering
If I'm there, here's where you can start.
Take a look inside yourself
Deep within your heart.




I'll always be your baby,
Your child (grandchild), your best friend.
So anytime you need me,
Close your eyes I'm back again.

Mummy (Friend) February 28, 2008

My Little Angel

I felt your presence there inside of me,
nestled soft and warm;
Sweet scent of baby's breath,
precious words left unadorned.

I saw your tiny heartbeat,
then I knew that you were fine;
A perfect baby we created,
one that would be mine.

Then that tragic day it came
there was nothing I could do,
Only wait and hope
for the precious life of you.

Yes in the beginning
your daddy was afraid;
Only he would love you unconditional
and never run away.

He loved you more this I do know,
as he cried for you that day,
When the doctor said that you were gone,
daddy wanted you to stay.

He would have held you close to him,
and see your perfect form,
A gift of daddy's love,
would have kept you safe and warm.

Only now you are an angel over me
beautiful and bare,
My heart would hurt if you cried for me
and mommy was not there.

Still we are together in my heart and memories,
You are still a part of my memory.

Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there is no pain
you are never alone,
I know you are with the guiding angels
in you peaceful home.

I will come with you someday
only now is not my time,
Then we will be together again
again you will be mine.

Connor McGinnis Mummy (freind) February 24, 2008

Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama please don't cry~
'Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.'
Please, try not to question God,
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama don't your cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.

Mummy (Friend) February 20, 2008

The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring

Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high

Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain

Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way

Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love

Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their 'goodnights'

Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace

Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.

Connor McGinnis Mummy (Friend) February 17, 2008

She was so very, very special
And was so from the start
You held her in your arms
But mainly in your heart

And like a single drop of rain
That on still waters fall,
Her life did ripples make
And touched the lives of all.

She's gone to play with angels
In heaven up above
So keep your special memories
And treasure. them with love

Although your darling daughter
Was with you just a while
we live on in your heart
With a sweet remembered smile

love connor mcginnis mummy

Connor McGinnis Mummy (Friend) February 16, 2008

R.I.P Lil Angel xxxx

Isabella is a lovely name and im sure ur baby girl is with my little girl shante peacfuly in heaven...XxxXx

Christina (Shantes mummy) February 3, 2008

angels

So very very sorry for your loss i too lost my first baby boy in the same way 31 years ago no words can comfort you i know but we have our memories and no one can take them away from us, my love and thoughts are with you and your family,i know they will be happy in gods garden at peace with all the other angels i send a kiss x to your little bella, from 1 angel's mom to another goodnight godbless to you all x x x

Pam Considine (Friend) February 3, 2008

heart ach

my heart goes out to you i lost my little girl i never had chance to hold her in my arms or give her a kiss goodbye she was born sleeping full term you never really get over it but the hurt does ease my little one will be 28 this year she is always with me she was born on earth to blossom in heaven and i know when my time is over in this world she will be waiting at heavens gates for me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jill Chapman (passer bye) February 3, 2008
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